Ms. Pinky Webb and Me |
And one thing i didn't forget, last October 30/31,2009 (if im not mistaken) I was watching XXX, and it's because their episode is so creepy and it's already passed 12. I woke up my Father, so that i will not scared.And he told me (Ano ba yan melis? nanunuod ka takot ka naman, patayin mo na lang yan tulog na ang tao eh ). And i answered him (Pa, samahan mo muna ako manuod, antayin ko lang matapos si Ms. Pinkz, tapos matulog na ako). And my Father accompanied me after the episode of Ms. Pinkz was finished ). And everytime i remembered this, i always cried bucket of tears. (My Father is very supportive anyway).
As years go by (nauso na ang FB, nakilala ko yung ibang PWF), we texted each other, chats, calls until midnight our topic is Only Ms. Pinkz and Edu Manzano. Hahahahahaha!! ( so sorry to mentioned the past) i became her super avid fan. (Lets make the story forward), On May 2011 My Father had passed away, i felt so devastated and empty ( ika nga para akong pinagsakluban ng langit at lupa. I dont have mother anymore nor Siblings, and then my Father died, it was just like my heart is crying ceaslessly.
But instead of killing myself in the process i gave all my Time to Ms. Pinkz, i focused on being a fangirl. Thanked GOD im so blessed to be her Fan, because of that i surpass all the heartaches. I became happy and whole again, even if other people dont understand me ( Yung pinagtatawanan ka nila, dahil parang baliw ka. Ano ba makukuha mo diyan?? Makakatulong ba yan??? So sorry guys, im so happy on what i am doing).
Thus, everytime i think why i became a FanGirl, I always cried ,smile (tears of joy) and said (LORD, kaya pala naging Fangirl ako dahil si Ms. Pinkz ang instrument na binigay mo, para ipagpatuloy ko pa ang buhay ko,). And I realized that i have loved without expecting in return (and it brought so much joy to my heart).
I just want to see Ms. Pinkz and because of that aspiration, i need to study hard so that i will finish my studies and achieve all my dreams. Thats why I Graduated College 30% student, 70% Fangirl. Hahahahaha!!!!
And now i already achieved all my dreams (bonus na lang talaga yung iba), I saw her,hugged her and talked with her last Sept. 22,2017 it was surreal indeed (after that, nadagdagan pa ng ilang pagkikita).
So Ms. Pinkz, if you are thankful to have us, Im very much Grateful to have you as my inspiration. You are always important, and always been part of my Life (Grabe ang impact mo sa buhay ko) . Rest assured, that no matter how busy i am, i will always be a fan to you (Palagi akong magpapaka-fangirl) I Love You, And I always will. God Bless !!
Your Always Number 1 Fan,
Melisa B. Besa
Ms. Pinkz Audio Birthday Greetings for me last September 1, 2018. ♥
(Grabe kakaiyak)
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